Her Psychiatrist Report

My abuser’s psychiatric report is large This is part of it. I will upload the rest in the near future.

• “Ms Kennedy said she was a perfect mother.”

• “Ms Kennedy said that in her late twenties or early thirties, she had started to feel very anxious and was referred, possibly in 2012, to a psychiatrist who made a diagnosis of mood disorder, cyclothymia.”

• “In 2015, she saw another psychiatrist who diagnosed her as having bipolar disorder and started her on aripiprazole which made her feel a bit better.”

• “When she is not with <baby name> she finds it very difficult to settle and feels worried about her; it often feels as if she has got too much to juggle.”

2013

• “05 Feb 2013 Patient came in feeling down and depressed, worse on some days, no specific trigger, no specific issues at work or at home.”

• “15 Feb 2013 Patient reviewed, feels she has personality disorder has read through symptoms on NHS Choices and feels she needs to speak to a psychiatrist, says getting very depressed on a few days and very angry enraged on a few days, discussed anxiety with depression.”

• “05 Mar 2013 Seen in psychiatry clinic – presented with fluctuating mood, levels of energy and erratic pattern of appetite. Also tension, fearful apprehension and excessive worrying and at times becomes paranoid [sic]. She can become elated, sexually overactive, inhibited. Request GP continue her on [drug name omitted] 50 mg XL at night.”

• “08 Jul 2013 Depression NOS [not otherwise specified] Feeling down herself, feeling very depressed, came in to request referral back to psychiatrist as stopped her medications and was apparently told by the psychiatrist to stop her medications, not keen to restart the medication and not keen to start her antidepressants.

Adamant wants to see the psychiatrist not keen on having medications until she sees them, will discuss and refer.”

• On 15th October 2013, Ms Kennedy saw Ms Jean Fallen at the GP Surgery:

“15 Oct 2013 Natalie attended her appointment; issues unable to concentrate, getting on with others at work, difficulty communicating when she has been spoken to, finding it hard to cope with things. Some paranoia about new employee and her boss interaction. Diagnosed with cyclothymia in March, depression much worse, trigger can be at work, Stop[ped] quetiapine because it made her feel drowsy and unable to concentrate. No suicidal ideation presently. Historically cut her wrist July 2013, superficially cut herself with a razor. Family history of mental issues, mother had depression, uncle has bipolar. Occasional sleep disturbance, appetite OK. No psychotic symptoms. Wants to feel normal. Trying to get pregnant but will consider taking medication. Plan self help guide on anxiety and relaxation given. Follow up appointment agreed for 24/10/13 (plan – if diagnosis correct Quetiapine was prescribed as a mood stabiliser no known medication would be safe with pregnancy. Natalie to consider getting herself mentally well then consider getting pregnant).”

My note: self-harming, problems communicating and coping plus paranoia yet the idea is to get mentally well then have a baby. She never did get well and said she had a baby to get out of a rut and reconnect with people (see ‘CAFCASS’ post).

• “14 Nov 2013 Met with Natalie for review – had been feeling a little improved but became low again about four days ago – she denied current thoughts of self harm/suicide but advised she is beginning to feel quite hopeless. Triggers – increased work load – feeling tired, anxious and overwhelmed also has not got pregnant again this month & upset about this.”

• Ms Kennedy was seen by Dr Datta, an Associate Specialist in Psychiatry on 28/11/2013:

“Ms Kennedy complained of long term fluctuations of mood. Over the last two days her mood has been low.”

and

“She described having periods of normal mood, low mood and high mood. The periods of normal and high mood last for about 3-5 days while the periods of low mood may last longer and up to 3 weeks. During a period of low mood her motivation is poor, she isolates herself, she is short tempered and snappy, her self esteem and self confidence are low. Her appetite is usually reduced. She has had fleeting suicidal thoughts in the past but had not had any such thoughts for the last 3-4 months. For the last few days she has been feeling low in her mood.”

and

“she also has generalised anxiety which lasts even during the periods when her mood is normal. She is concerned about staying alone at home if her partner works nights and becomes anxious about her responsibilities at work. She is also anxious if she has racing thoughts at night.”

and

“Five years earlier she was very depressed after she started Depot Prefera injections. She was on fluoxetine for four years. Five years earlier, she deliberately self harmed by cutting her left wrist. She did not seek professional help. She had counselling from her GP surgery about six years earlier.”

and

“in her family history, her mother is said to have suffered from depression”

and

“She is the youngest of three siblings. Her older brother, <brother 1 name> is 43 and lives in Wellingborough. He is said to have made a suicide attempt. Her older brother, <brother 2 name>, is 40 and lives in Luton.”

and

“She has significant debts and is on a Debt Management Plan.”

and

“Dr Datta diagnosed Ms Kennedy as having bipolar affective disorder.”

My note - her family and history shows deep problems and she has debt issues. She was later found in court to have attempted fraud and most recently sanctioned my assets and even my house to get money. She has also run media stories for money (some included libel) and also crowdfunding (see ‘Crowdfunding Fraud’ post)., some of which had libel. Much of this was done when there was a mediation agreement that she backed out of.

2014

“She feels that she is more “paranoid” and described anxiety about her partner’s activities. She is also worried that someone might break in when she is alone and on nights when her partner is working night shifts.”

and

“When she was particularly low in mood, she felt “paranoid” and believed that her partner would leave her. She was also concerned about her work partners and if she received a text message during her working hours she felt her colleagues would be able to read them. She continues to have concerns at night, especially when her partner is not at home. She wonders if someone is in the house.”

There is a lot more. It will be added when time allows.

Some other quotes from the report:

“she has a chronic mental health issue”

“I am of the opinion that Ms Kennedy does have personality traits that render her liable to a heightened anxiety and depressive condition and I am of the opinion that Ms Kennedy has dysthymic disorder, by a pervasive pattern of low mood and a tendency to develop significant anxiety symptoms.”

“I agree, with <psychologist name> that it is likely that this could be formulated as features of an avoidant personality structure and co morbid attachment disorder”

“I agree with <psychologist name> that she would benefit from long term psychotherapy”